10/04/07

First Memories
mom pregnant with Kate
going to the hospital
seeing Kate for the first time
dad giving me a life-like babydoll
getting the chicken pox
holding my new sister while pulling my hair
ice cream!!!!!
being in the hospital on my 5th birthday

Something that really scared me
Child's Play at 12 years old
nightmare of everyone on earth turning into human sloths on fire!!!
my closet
something happening to my pets or family
small dogs and cats (sometimes)
NEEDLES!!!!!
Kate almost dying
when I ended up at the hospital

Some important people in my life and why
my family b/c it's the most important thing including my fiance
my fiance b/c he's my other half in life and love him moer than anything
my parents b/c they're there for me when i need them
my sister b/c she's my sister and i love her and we get along 1/2 the time
my pets b/c they don't judge
my grandparents b/c they're so loving
my cousins b/c they're like friends
my aunts b/c they're crazy and loving
my uncles b/c we get along
some of my friends b/c they're rare

Something that made me very angry
being dumped
screwed over
felt abandoned
mom smoking
dad never being home
Kate yelling
made fun of
being poked and having hair pulled
spitballs
talked behind my back
rumors
being left out
forced to tell personal life and it spreading
felt as if I have no choice
not being heard
being ignored
made to feel stupid
feeling unimportant

Place that's important to me
my room b/c it's where i'm most comfortable. it's where i can go to get away from everything. it's my sanctuary when i need it to be. place to relax and think. some place quiet. nice and small and comforting. where i keep things that are important to me. where i usually want to be if not w/ my fiance. a way to escape. where no one else will go pretty much. can be alone when i want to.
my house
my fiance's home
Florida

Family story about me
first year i went to kindergarten. sent to the principle's office. dad comes in. asked what was wrong. wasn't listening to the teacher. i said she wasn't my teacher. told that she was. said she wasn't. she was a sub. was told to only listen to the teacher. dad said to appoligize to Sister. said she wasn't my sister and stuck my tongue out on her.

Hopes/ best thing to happen in my life
being happily married to Jose. having a family. having a successful job w/ my writing and becoming well-known from it. being able to live comfortably. being known for my art also. having all the animals i'd want. living in an old victorian house on a large property. to have a happy life. having a good relationship w/ my family.